The real REHEARSAL of WORSHIP

A place were God Dwells
              A place were God Dwells

I went through some difficult times of submission with new people coming to the church and joining the praise team. I have to say that the way that I acted towards the worship leader was very disrespectful!!!! so, for a while I was off the praise team. But, they have finally given me a second chance ( really a lot of chances, but I say, second chance because my heart is molding for God and I am getting to a place of intimately knowing Him)  in the month of November to show that I can be a team and be more about God and less about me.

But any who……………………

What this post is really about, is what happen at church -Sunday, November 09, 2014 at 9:00am. The worship team was rehearsing one last time before church begun- and all of the sudden they felt the Spirit of God just fall right on stage. And I never seen anything take place like it did that day. The spirit took control and turned part of that rehearsal into glorifying Him. It almost felt as if we were already starting church service. 🙂

My worship leader and my pastor just fell down to their knees and started to worship God...In Spirit and In Truth…. Tears fell into submission for God...”Letting the enemy know that everything you tried to throw at me, God still was in control…. And we give God praise regardless of the fiery darts that we endured this week”.

I wish you were there to see it, it was beautiful and I think not only our church but all churches should have that type of true worship whether during church service or even better during Rehearsal. The Spirit of God was ministering to their spirits from 9am to 9:30am until church began at 10am. I hope that when I am back on the stage that I am able to feel what they felt.. When I seen what God has done …. I just said, to my spirit that I have TWO GREAT LEADERS- they showed me what real worship is: it is not about how great you sound..But about that one on one personal worship with the HOLY SPIRIT. Worship is about God not about putting on a show.

If you are in Jacksonville Florida…Come by and visit this awesome church- that takes God as the center of everything they do and that keeps it realer then ever- Jacksonville Worship Center.

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God Heard My Cry…He really did!

Path unto my light

Two days ago, I questioned God about my life? When my mother had an abortion, why wasn’t I the chosen one to die? I decided to walk outside of my apartment and sit at the top of the stairs and read my bible and talk to God. I said to God, that the way that I am feeling right now, Psychiatrist would say, I am having a bi-polar episode, but I just can’t accept that anymore……….Instead I told God that even though I am not sure why, I act the way I do…I just want it to stop and I want to get better. I told God that I don’t care why I act or feel this way, I just want to be better person. So, open up my bible and begin to read Psalms 40 and 42. and in those two chapters, some verses stood out to me:

Psalms 40:1- I Waited patiently for the Lord: and He inclined unto me, and heard my cry.
Psalms 40:2- He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock and established my going
Psalms 40:3- He hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the Lord

Psalms 42:8-Yet the Lord will command his loving kindness in the daytime, and in the night his song shall be with me and my prayer unto the God of my life
Psalms 42:9- I will say unto God my rock. Why hast thou forgotten me? why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy
Psalms 42:10-As with a sword in my bones, mine enemies reproach me;while they say daily unto me, Where is thy God.

I hope and pray this helps someone as well, to maybe find a path to established thier goings. We all need guidance- I say, start with God.

Love you all!!! And God bless