I used to be so broken,lost,empty.
A heart with no beat.
A singer with no song to sing 
So I know the feeling
The silence is deafening
But in your pain lies a blessing
A sweeter song of victory
So keep walking ,walking,walking
Though it seems so far.
No matter who you are
See, there is one thing that I know
Chorus: Life it can leave ,You so bitter bitter,bitter, bitter
But you must believe
That it gets better,better,better, better

The title and lyrics speaks for itself. The lady that sings this song name is Jessica Reedy. Her lyrics are so powerful and deep. They speak to me every time I listen to her sing this song.  This song defines what I went through and how I almost gave up, but with God and the people that He put in my life to pray for my pain, cries, wanting to give up, and having suicidal thoughts-I finally had a break through (even though it might have took 10 years)-17yr old-27yr old.

In this song  the chorus  explains life so well. That when you go through a lot in life, your past can determine your future .. And sometimes pain can make your life so miserable,but you have to really have your life drench with God in order to deal with life problems…I can tell you that there were times in my life were my life left me so bitter- I was going down the wrong path, but God held onto my hand even when I made the same mistake over and over again, until I had to learn- so that God  was able to lead me to my destiny and I believe in 2015 my destiny is coming very soon 🙂

A singer with no song to sing-(this verse describes me so well,  I am singer and just as this verse states, that is how my life felt at one point – A life with no reason to live) IF YOU WANT TO SEE MY YOUTUBE VIDEOS JUST GO TO MY ABOUT PAGE AND LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE to my WordPress and Youtube Channel

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But God

I am beginning to pray more and my faith is starting to become stronger in Christ, the more I pray.  Right now financially there are somethings coming at me so hard, but because of God I am able to not worry and find a way to make my financial situation better.  One thing I do hate, is working at a job that does not pay us enough (as far as wages go). My husband has to work doubles to make ends me-but the sad part is…..It still does not help financially, Barely… But because of God…. Somewhere, supernaturally…We make ends meet, and it is not because of me but because of God.  I have so much peace even though I might be struggling… And it is because of God….The things I went through last year prepared me for 2015. I am just so joyful!!! I am going to have an awesome year…. I just feel it and know it. I even knew I was going to have a great year,  before the New Years came.  I am happy that the presence of God is with me…. I need more of Him….There are some things, I am going to have to break free from, to received more of Him.