Yesterday, was a day of revealing that I have somethings that I definitely need to work on and change….And today I feel God’s spirit while I am typing this blog and I feel at peace. Excited about going to church to worship the God that has helped me along the way :).
While at church during a sermon God was speaking to my pastor about putting up a wall so you want get hurt. And forgiveness.
I will say, that I really dont want to let a lot of people in my life and I am actually letting people that I let in my life/ my heart- I am building up a wall with them because I dont trust them and I feel that they really dont care about me at all.
And I feel good doing that. I am starting to make my circle very small and careful who I share my heart with.
So, I made a decision to concentrate on God/My Marriage/ and my Singing Career- and I will be careful who I share my heart and life with. I dont want to be hurt anymore and I dont want to allow anyone to have mind control over me.
And satan: YOU ARE A LIAR! AND YOU WILL NOT HAVE CONTROL OVER MY LIFE ANYMORE!
I have to concentrate on what matters……People are going to be people…And I cant change them, but I can CHANGE ME! 🙂 And I feel good saying that 🙂
PS. Also, I am going to begin thinking about things more before I do or say anything. Like in my last post….I am going to be very conscientious of everything I do so that I can make wiser decisions!
My heart is too precious to just give to anyone. I will give my heart to people that love me for who I am.❤- I have a heart that God has given me that is meant to share with the 🌎 and I am alright with that.
But I am still going to be careful. Because not every one deserves me and I am a great person and if people dont see that and want to take advantage of me, then it is thier lost! I know my self worth because of the God I serve!