Every since I’ve been anointing myself, I feel different everyday. But yesterday was a different day. I didn’t put on my healing oil and nor did I read my bible-And all hell broke loose. I believe things happened to me that day because I grieved the Holy Spirit…. I know that is probably not the right saying of what I am trying to say but I felt in my spirit I should put it in this post. I said to myself that day….. I am not going to spend time with God or anoint myself, just to see what happens.And boy did things get worse for me that day. I was angry and irritated- I could really tell the difference between me not spending time with God and when I do spend time with Him . All I will have to say is that I will not TEMPT THY GOD ever again!!!!
Yesterday, I went back into my prayer closet and I anointed myself and began to spend time with the Holy Spirit.
It went from 2nd Chronicles 7:14 to other books of the bible that talk about taking care of your temple (God’s Temple) God’s Weight Loss Challenge. Just click on the highlighted blue link, it is a pretty good article.
In 2nd Chronicles 7: 14 it says,” If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways;then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and I will heal their land”. I set back and thought… This is why the world is the way it is. You want to know why God want just magically fixed everything and remove evil from this world? Then that verse from 2nd Chronicles SAYS IT ALL!!!(I mean it is just like you trying to lose weight and want a healthy lifestyle and then you still have your same habits: Eating food that you know are not good for your body when you are trying to lose weight) . And to coincide with that verse, God spoke to my spirit: My people are destroyed for the lack of knowledge.The more we go around here 2nd guessing God and not getting to know Him and understand His Law, Love, Mercy, Grace, or to just get to know Him, period: We are going to go against Him and say that He is non-existence.
And believe me I am not trying to covert or anything because I am no religion. I am a person who is still seeking God. And I am no better then you.I love God and I just don’t want to be apart of this world anymore, with their nonsense. God did not force His will on me to give my life to Him and I will not force my will on you to get to know Him. Come to Him yourself if you want to get to know Him.
Life can be good or bad, and God will still want you to spend time with Him, Praise Him, and Sing to Him or whatever you do, do it with the love in your heart for Him. Even the birds will worship Him. 🙂 Oh How I love Him So, Oh How I love Him, How I love Him So.
It has been 7 years (04/15/2009) since my mother went on to glory to be with what she would say, “I am going home to be with my Heavenly Father” (smiling). I would like to tell you a little story on the last day that I seen my mother and spoke with her. Below is the video and at the ending I sing a little piece of a song that she loved to listen to.
I anoint my self yesterday, And it was a wonderful experience. I can not explain the feeling of when I anoint my hands,feet ,forehead and the top of my head. I feel that when you are anointing yourself and you know you are doing if for the True King…. It does something to your spirit. It is almost like He is talking to you. It feels like it opens up a door for Him to come through and meet with you. Before I go to bed tonight I am going to really have my one on one with Him while it is quiet and I will anoint myself and see what happens. I have anointed myself and went to work but since I am off today and tomorrow- I know it will be a different experience. Will share with you more later. Love you.
P.S. I will also share something with you about yesterday ( 2 more post I have to do today) But to give you a hint: Yesterday was my mother’s 7 years of going home to be with the Lord. I will expound on that later.
Yesterday I forgot to write a post because I was in a hurry to leave in the morning. So, today I will have two posts. This is the post for yesterday.
Like I have been doing for 3 days: I anoint myself with oil and I always feel this beautiful feeling come over me ( I believe it is the presence of God) it feels wonderful! And then I read Ephesians 6: 10-20 and my whole day goes perfect ( I have not fully read it word for word, but I have memorized some of the verses to apply it to my life, for that day). I believe that every time I anoint myself that I am feeling what the anointing of God is, And plus I listen to my Christian music @ work and I feel God’s spirit there as well, I do this not by hearing the song but by listening to the words- I do this for the purpose of my singing career and to get to have that intimate moment with Him- I want to understand the emotion of the song and the meaning behind the words.
Almost did not want to get up early today but I said to myself,” This is what hard work is about!”-Being sleepy after you get off from work and still pursuing your dreams. I can not go to work knowing that I did not spend time with God or my dreams. If you have dreams do not let a job that is only there to pay your bills get in the way of what you want to become in life. I have let that conquer me for years. But NOT anymore.
For the first time in my life (this is pertaining to my singing career) I am starting to be persistent on building my craft. This is something that I needed to work on for a while. And what has kept me going is this video from YouTube:
I was on YouTube looking for a sermon about peace, and for some reason I fell on a sermon form T.D. Jakes (The Power of Words-is the title) Also I will get back on my “Prayer In The Closet”. I mean maybe I need to show through my blogs my struggle of staying Persistent! I am only human and not perfect ( I mean only in His eyes!)- I am stating this because I am always getting the motivation to be on this binge to write a post everyday and when I do, I stop and you never see me again until a month or so later ( the same with making my singing videos!!!) So, like I stated before, this video has motivated me and changed my mindset every since .
To Conclude: Anyone that believes in God or that wants to know what God is about and you need motivation, please click on this link and fully click on the link and watch the video above!!!!