I know that the title is very confusing above. You would think that when God blesses you with a gift or talent that you would love it, but that is not always true. Take me for example. It took me a while to love singing. There where times I wanted to give up on my singing and plus I was not taking it as serious as I am now. But tonight, I am growing to love it more. I feel myself growing and maturing with my voice. I can’t explain the feeling but I feel like I am reaching another level with my singing. I do not know where God is taking me, I do have faith and believe it is going to be pretty cool.
I am proud of myself because I am staying consistent with making my singing videos and writing post for my blog. Ya’ll don’t know how much that means to me! Now I need to stay consistent with losing weight. I am going to figure out a way with that ( weight)
Anyhow, I never thought that you had to grow to love something that God blessed you with. Why is that? I don’t know. But I just know that I struggled and kept pushing to keep my voice alive for God and myself. My heart just would not let my voice go. I love singing about God and I love singing period!!!!
I will say this: I think that when you are going through situations in your life, you can lose focus on what God has given you or what God is trying to do in your life with your gift or talent. That is what I think made me want to ( almost) give up singing. I mean, I love my voice but tonight I love it even more. It is changing who I am….. Look….I just can’t explain it. I am just happy that I’m singing more. I give God the glory for that because it was His strength that had me to keep pushing through with singing and my life.