Can I write, can I tell you how I feel? I feel down, just want to be to myself. Have to fight ( pray, read the word) to get through my day. I felt like this two days ago and I push through-almost called out for work. I kind of have an idea of what it might be. And if you go back to one or some of my post, I think you will see why. I don’t know. I just want to feel better and take control of my life. Something has to change and real soon.