This video, I contemplated on putting out there for the world to see. But I said to myself,”That I can not be fake”! And I might be able to show someone out there in the world that I am not afraid to show my pain and I not afraid to be ridiculed because I am hurting (And in return it will help other’s to be real with themselves and not allow the world to control them). I was so afraid to put this video up because I am crying and talking about weight. I am an emotional eater and it so hard for me to control what I eat because I go based off of feelings. But starting 2 days ago I have been experimenting on myself. I am learning to be more patience with myself and paying attention to my emotions.