Listen 2 My Heart Vlog#22 and #23

I put these two vlogs with each other because they coincide together. The first video is almost a story leading up to the reason of why I felt depress for so long. Sorry for the video quality. I will get better. Let me know your thoughts.

 

 

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My Vocal Mission

This link below showcases my vocal past and present. I am presently a worship leader/background singer at Fathom Church. I also write my own songs and upload Listen2 My Heart Vlogs and covers of singing videos.

Erica Simpson’s Vocal Mission/Resume

Beautiful Proposal

I had the honored to sing for a friend at his proposal to his girlfriend. She thought that they were just taking pictures but little did she know.

 

Taking control of my LIFE!

Fuel is food not theraphy

Today, I realized something. I do not think I tackled what I went through in my past. The reason I say this is because out of emotions today, I stuffed myself and bitched until I just started crying as I swallowed food that I didn’t want in my body. I have cried before when I stuffed my face out of emotion and then in return I made myself throw up ( I was on borderline of being bulimic)

I have always said that the verbal abuse that I received as a child did not have any effect on me, but I noticed that today that it was a lie! It has affected me. That is why I can say so proudly that I am fat, a big girl, big ass and etc. I don’t say it to boost my self-esteem. I say it to beat anyone that thinks about it or wants to say it. So, if they do come with the verbal abuse, I will feel better that I accept who I am.

The good thing about this is that I realized that those words did traumatize me. And now I have to fix what was done to me. I have accepted I am weak when it comes to food and discipline in my life, period. But the other good thing about that is, I choose to become better, I choose to beat what satan is trying to stop God from doing in my life. I cry as I write this blog because I want to WIN IN LIFE and I am not going to let this beat me. I can’t and I won’t!

 

Drastic Changes

Amazing Dancer! Gone Too, Soon!

     Amazing Dancer. Gone too soon!

The link above is about a 15 year old named Lamarrion Upchurch aka  “Lil BZ”. If you are like me, you have watched this amazing dance called “Clowning”. The group that Lamarrion Upchurch belong to was the Tsquad Family which was created by Tommy The Clown. This amazing 15-year-old life was taken by senseless gun violence in California. Not only was his life ended but his life was taken on Mother’s Day!

My heart pains for this kid ( and I don’t even know him) I guess, since I have been watching Tommy the Clown, I’ve become to love every dancer in the Tsquad Group.

They brought laughter and put smiles on people’s faces in this world by CLOWNING AROUND! Not only that but Tommy The Clown created Clowning to get kids off the street so that they could concentrate on what they love ( dancing) and to just get away from this world’s nonsense!!! Tommy The Clown allowed these kids to incorporate their anger, sadness, pain, happiness, and joy into the renowned dance of what is called “CLOWNING”!

Please support Lamarrion Upchurch family by donating any amount for funeral expenses. Just click on the link above (highlighted in blue) and then after that take a look at the video below of an amazing kid who brought joy to the world with his smile and GIFT of Dancing! #myheartaches 😦

#RestinpeaceLILBZ

To be gone from the body, is to be present with the Lord

                  You made a difference in this world and didnt even know it!!! You touched many people’s heart. Even mines. My heart cries for you and your family.