Vlog #7 of Listen 2 My Heart: My Back Against The Wall-Part 2
-In this video I am just explaining what happen that got me close to being out on the street and how God just came up and made everything better( Vlog #7 is an update from Vlog #6 -Listen 2 My Heart… God used people to help me- This whole situation taught me to not expect God to do what I think He should do… His thoughts are higher than our thoughts and His ways are higher than our Ways… Always remember that…Please: Listen 2 My Heart and I pray that this helps you and speaks to your spirit.
This video is just me worshiping in front of my church in my car. I was there alone so I got a little scared. So, when I was done singing I just left. It was a very scary, eerie feeling that I had, like someone was watching me. But when I prayed it went away. So, I honestly don’t know what that was. Anyways… Enjoy!!!
This video, I contemplated on putting out there for the world to see. But I said to myself,”That I can not be fake”! And I might be able to show someone out there in the world that I am not afraid to show my pain and I not afraid to be ridiculed because I am hurting (And in return it will help other’s to be real with themselves and not allow the world to control them). I was so afraid to put this video up because I am crying and talking about weight. I am an emotional eater and it so hard for me to control what I eat because I go based off of feelings. But starting 2 days ago I have been experimenting on myself. I am learning to be more patience with myself and paying attention to my emotions.
As long as I live… God will always be the head of everything I try to pursue. I want Him in everything I do… So that way I can stay on the right path. I know there will be times that I will try to do things on my own… But that is all a part of living, all a part of experiencing life and growing from it.
This is my Listen 2 My Heart Vlog and I am just explaining that: You can’t always look at a person’s smile and think that they are ok or the way their life is, that they are alright. Always pray for them because people will have that smile hide all of their hurt.
This is my video of me recuperating from being sick for 2 weeks. I was trying to sing a Christmas song, but every time I tried to sing I was getting choked by Mr. Mucus!!!, lol. So, I just sung a sweet song about how Jesus Loves Me. I kept it Short But Sweet!!!
I do have another video that I think will touch your heart, that I will post to my YT channel and on WP as well. Love ya’ll and good night!!!
You design and define your recovery. It is only because of God that I am alive. I am in recovery, because I am trying to do better with my life-with God included.
As I breathe the air that God has given me, and I have moments where I want to give up and not live any longer. I find myself going straight to God and wanting more of Him in my life. And I am coming to an understanding that I need Him more in every aspect of my life. Do you need Him more? Do you think you have all of Him in your life? Do you think you have enough of Him in your life?
This is a very beautiful song. What a beautiful name that my God has……. You have no rival! You have no Equal! Listen and Enjoy. Don’t forget to subscribe!!!!!
Here is my new singing cover video. Please watch and enjoy. What I say at the end I believe in my heart, and I was so scared to post what I said at the end. I really could not believe what I said. But I said it. Whether I am right or wrong- I will never know. But while I live and breath on this earth I will stand by my God and believe what is in my heart. Please do not be mad at what I said-This was my thoughts and what was in my heart. If you disagree then fine. But really think about how the world could be so much better if we would choose to do right. Believe me: The thoughts that you have, I have had as well but the verse below seems to explain it all: Check it out.